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Been tired recently
Doing debates night and day,
not continuously but still ever so often.
I'm thinking, is thisthe right job?
To list out the pros and cons is to find the latter outbeat the other by a great deal
I do like the job, honestly,
working in the jewelry industry
seeing the gemstones everyday is enough to keep any girl on the job
but an incomplete structure and daily-changing procedure wear the excitement off, layer after layer
adding to the fact that I, after one month and a half in the office,
still find myself caught in a great blog of mist, unable to work independently
which, personally speaking, is indeed very frustrating
And yet I understand that it's cowardice to resign w/out having even the full knowledge of the company,
stupidity as well, to judge it too quickly.
Job is hard to find and I don't like the idea of restarting the hunt so quickly
This stage I'm in is the most crucial, the whole future may depend on it
I have to endure the first three months of this job, my first one.
Keep on changing and I'll remain a rookie always.
Have to get through this, though with much loath.
So god give me strength
and help me get through this bloody trial
Doing debates night and day,
not continuously but still ever so often.
I'm thinking, is thisthe right job?
To list out the pros and cons is to find the latter outbeat the other by a great deal
I do like the job, honestly,
working in the jewelry industry
seeing the gemstones everyday is enough to keep any girl on the job
but an incomplete structure and daily-changing procedure wear the excitement off, layer after layer
adding to the fact that I, after one month and a half in the office,
still find myself caught in a great blog of mist, unable to work independently
which, personally speaking, is indeed very frustrating
And yet I understand that it's cowardice to resign w/out having even the full knowledge of the company,
stupidity as well, to judge it too quickly.
Job is hard to find and I don't like the idea of restarting the hunt so quickly
This stage I'm in is the most crucial, the whole future may depend on it
I have to endure the first three months of this job, my first one.
Keep on changing and I'll remain a rookie always.
Have to get through this, though with much loath.
So god give me strength
and help me get through this bloody trial
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