fantacylia

煩躁....
我    真的不適合逃避
try to run away but still can't let go
to procrast is to ignore the problem and let it swell
to expect a harder task
to go through the worse

yet still i did so



out of pure immaturity, I was indifferent to it
too happy with my status quo that to face the past was unthinkable
yes there were good times,
and they treated me well, too well I'd say
but that doesn't ease the stress and pressure

unbelieveable to some, to know one can have trouble breathing after a phone call
that was less than a minute
but i did
and am feeling nauseus now

yes,
all these will end
and i truly wish for the dawn of peace